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[24 Nov 2005|11:49pm]

I love that there's a holiday for purposely over stuffing yourself. ♥
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*cackle* [20 Nov 2005|04:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So I went i to his house yesterday and he made his infamous spaghetti sauce. Him meaning my boyfriend.

Anyway, his sauce is just.. AMAZING. Then again, he's ridiculously Italian... so yeah. So I had some, sadly I wasn't that hungry, considering I was still half awake, since I was there pretty early.

So he finishes off the first helping that he had, and then I was like "Wait, you're going to eat more, aren't you?" and he was like "yeah, of course!" (I told him to work on his eating for me.. ^^) So after some of that, I had already finished my little bit, since that was like my breakfast, basically. So then he's going back for more, THIRDS, and I'm like "you're STILL hungry?" (Certainly not objecting... ^^) So we took that to the couch, and he finished it there, and was like "Arrr I'm so full, it hurts," so I was like "lay back a little" and I rubbed him.

Now, he has like NOTHING on him. He's completely flat (sadness!), but low and behold, his stomach was sticking out quite a bit from his eating. I enjoyed. ^^; I rubbed his stomach for a while. So then he was like "Ergfm, just let me take off my shirt." so he did, and yes! I was right, he had this amazing, post-eating-a-lot belly... SOOO nice!!

I told him to eat like that more often... and to make sure he does a hell of a job on Thanksgiving.... ^^;

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[21 Oct 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I can't wait till someday when I'm nice, and chubby. Like, a soft tummy... and chubby. And softer, everything. And I've still got a long way to go. I think that tonight calls for a binge night! :D I'll just wait till my mom goes out, and then I'll binge. Yes!

I'm actually pretty excited!

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First Day [25 Sep 2005|08:01pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So this is my first entry in this secret journal. Alright, here's the thing.

I've been a skinny, small girl all my life. I'm almost known for it.

Height: 5'2"
Current Weight: 115
Low Weight: 106 (a month ago. O_O)
High Weight: 115!
Current pant size: 0, sometimes a 1.

Basically, with school back in session and living off of cafeteria greasy fries, and pizza 5 out of 7 days a week, I've obviously put on a few pounds. Especially since this time last month. That's 9 pounds in one month!! So my boyfriend and I were out tonight, and he said that he really liked that for the first time ever, he could hug me without feeling just... bones. He liked it. Now, I've been encouraging him to gain weight for a few months (he used to be super skinny), and he's finally starting to show it, and I like it. So we both like our weight changes.

So now, I'm going to do an experiment. I want to see what it's like at different sizes. I'm going to go up till around size 5, maybe size 3. (I want this to be a small thing, nothing major.)

I'd be thrilled to have some people add me on this journal, so please add! It'd be nice for encouragement and to see what everyone thinks about this!

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